I know it’s been a while since I last wrote but the last few months have been chaotic and hard on me. So this first part is an update: My Mom’s health is doing better, much better and improving daily and I’m not so worried about her like I was. She’s at my sisters but working on going home. My Job situation is still unknown but next week, we’ll all know, though I do know already that I will be cut. I’m ok with it and it’s not going to be shock to me when they tell me like I know others will when they find out they are leaving. I still have plans B, C and D ready, A’s already been eliminated.
It’s so nice to have distractions in times like this…
One Monday a few weeks ago, I was resting on my bed contemplating going to work later on and thinking of what I needed to get done when I heard a knock at the door. I sprung up and went down stairs and peeped through the peep hole to see who it was. Seeing who it was I quickly opened the door I smiled and moved aside so that he could come in. We gave each other a big hug, and then we kissed slow and passionate. It was so good to be in his arms again. I took his coat, he’d come over on the motorcycle, we hugged again then suddenly he turned around to get behind me and he spanked my bottom with his bare hand, and he said “Come on Missy! We don’t have all day!”. I giggled as I walked up the steps in my pink night gown with no panties under it, I got a few more whacks on my ass to make me move up those stairs faster and I took the hint and put a spring in my step.
When we got to my room he walked to the foot of the bed and he turned and pulled me closer to him, he grabbed the bottom of my gown and pulled it up and I raised my arms as he did that. I was standing there naked and he reached for my breast and pinched my nipples with his fingers before he brought his head down to suck on the left one while still pinching the right one. After sucking and biting on the left for a while he moved to the right of me. It was intense with me standing there naked before him while he was totally dressed. As he sucked and bit my nipples harder I moaned and my hands that were on his head and neck suddenly entwined in is hair as I pulled him closer to my breast. He was going back and forth from one wet nipple to an other, then he stood up straight and looked me in the eye and I reached for him, to up buckle the button on his jeans and pausing a moment and looked up to see if he’d stop me, he didn’t, his jeans dropped to the floor and then he pulled off his shirt and then his socks. He stood there naked for a minute and I gazed at his beautiful sexy body, I’ve always loved it. Then he came back to me and pinched my right nipple as he stepped behind me and turned me to face my bed. He then told me to bend over and he pushed my back down with one hand and out of no where with no warning he started to spanked me and it was not light! He was using his strong hands in a tennis serve type of pulling back and then letting it swing out till it was stopped by my butt. It stung like crazy and I was surprised. Being a wimpy sub that I am, I was letting out little yelps of “Ouch!!” He laughed and said “Oh so you think that hurts?” I replied with an “umm huh”. He stopped for a second and said in a serious firm voice “you know your gonna get more of that so you might as well learn to take it! Now get up on the bed on your hands and knees” I did that then he said to me “Spread your leg’s” as I did that he said “More” and I did then he said “Now chest and shoulders down, I want them laying on the bed.” I reached for a small pillow for my head and then I closed my eyes as I felt his hand pulling my ass cheeks apart, I took a deep breath as my heart raced, knowing that he was looking at me and at my exposed ass. I closed my eye tight as I felt his warm breath on me, cringing as I knew he was looking up close, inspecting me, my hole. Then unexpectedly I felt something warm and wet drip down on me, it was his spit and I felt his finger rub it around then push into me about an inch then and another glob of spit. I hadn’t expected that, I thought he’d ask for some lube. He stared to push his finger in deeper and I moaned as he did. It felt so good and yet it was hard to take at the same time, I started to take deep breaths to help me deal with what he was doing to me. He went deeper and then started to pump me and twist his finger as he was going in and out. I had started to wiggle when he first went in and out of me then as it became so much more to take, I had already started to cum when he pulled his finger out half way and told me to push back on it . I found it was hard to concentrate on what he was asking of me, I was already so lost into the pleasure and uncomfortableness that I didn’t get what he had asked me the first time, so I did nothing. With that he spanked me with his other hand and told me again to move back on it, telling me “You need to do it, to do what I tell you. Unless you want me to put another finger in you. Do you want that? Him telling me that brought me out of my cum trance quick! I then tried really hard to push back. He encouraged me saying “That’s it come on back, now fuck your self, you know you love it, you nasty girl. You’re a nasty girl aren’t you G?” You like things shoved into you and just as he said that one of his other fingers slid into my dripping wet pussy and I let out a moan and I started to cum in waves as he pumped them in and out of me. Slamming them up into me till he hit knuckle and pulling them out fast and then shoving them in again repeatedly. He was doing this fast and hard, and my cum was splashing as his knuckles hit my wet pussy. I was dripping wet when he finally pulled both is fingers out of me, letting me drip on to the bed cover.
He went over to the bathroom where he washed up while he did that he said “I have something else in mind for you” as he dried his hands he went over to where my toys were, and was looking them over. I heard him say “That’s not big enough” as he picked up something and then let it drop from his hands, like if it was pointless, then the next “nope not that either” *drop* then I heard a “humm”. My stomach sank, I was a bit afraid of what he had found and I closed my eyes hoping I could think quick of what I had that he found useful of all my toys, which one he thought would be “Big Enough”. Then he said “now for the lube” so he searched for that, he was opening up my cabinets (which drives me nuts) he could have just asked where it was so I could tell him but no he opened them all up. I was just going to point and tell him where the regular o’l sex lube was when he said “Oh I found it, a nice big jar of Vaseline!” Right then I exhaled in a big sigh. I knew with him finding the Vaseline that the big thing he found wasn’t going into my pussy, and with him putting his finger in me… well it was just a warm up.
As he came back into the room, I was pulling my self up to the hands and knees position, moving my legs closer together, doing so made me feel less exposed as my ass wasn’t so exposed. It was a short and temporary denial of the situation that I was in. He stood behind me he told me to bring my knee’s to the edge of the bed and to spread them, then my chest to the bed like before but only my arms were to be by my side next to my knees with my palms up. As I was getting into position he asked me “Do you know what happens to bad nasty girls?” I said “no” as I didn’t want to give him any ideas. Then she said “I think you do! I think you know that they get spanked and he stared to spank me with his hands, one on each butt cheeks. I was saying ouch every time he spanked me, he was using a very heavy hand and the spanking was extra hard. He said “You’re gonna have to learn to tolerate more than that because bad girls get spanked and they get things put up there butts. My butt tried to clench when I heard the Vaseline jar lid open. I heard him talking, saying “Now we just need to get some of this in you” as I felt the cool glob of the Vaseline touch my hole and get pushed in, “and then some more” as a bigger glop got shoved into me. I closed my eyes as he worked it in me with his finger. Then I felt it…. the one he picked out was my big purple straight, smoothed gelled dildo. I have had it me before but only in doing tasks that I had to do before, for photos, but then I had the control, in how much and how fast it went into me. With that in mind I asked him to please go slow, I was truly frightened that I’d experience some pain if it went into me faster than I imagined. With a firm voice he said “I’ll do what I want” and I didn’t reply and was truly wondering what it was that I was going to experience next. He slide the tip of the purple dildo in me by pushing in and pulling out and then pushing in a little further and pulling out, he did that until 2 inches were in me good and then he pushed it up all the way filling me and making me gasp and let out a moaning squeal. He left it there in me and was looking at the site of it and watching me breath deeply. I think he was letting me get used to it in me. Then he got hold if it again and started to butt fuck me with it, in and out as fast as he could go putting one hand on my butt and the other pounding away at me. I was cumming and gushing, moaning and screaming out as I came one right after another, He said ‘ That’s it come on gush for me!” he just kept on going and taking me beyond where I thought I couldn’t take anymore, he started to slow down fucking me with the dildo, and I thought he was getting ready to take it out of me when he started up again fast and at the same time shoving two fingers into my pussy, pumping me like a piston, I was screaming and trying to scream into the pillow, my arms were griping the sheets and holding on to them like if they were keeping me from drowning. I came and had one last long and powerful organism and then he slowed everything down and then stopped. He pulled the dildo out nice and slow so that I could feel the length of it slipping out and then his fingers but as he pulled them out he brushed my clit with his thumb which made me yell out and lunge forward in an attempt to get away from him from the supper stimuli. He laughed really loud and he told me that I made him laugh. I was exhausted and totally spent. Lying on the bed having moved up on the bed, I stayed there on my stomach with my head to the side watching him get cleaned up, I love watching a man get ready in the morning, I was dozing on and off with a satisfied glow and smile on my face, I was exhausted and out of it. He was talking to me but I don’t remember what he said from dozing on and off.
He came back into the room and sat down on the bed. He reached out to me with his hand and stared to caress my back, and talking about the other things he wanted to try and had interest in, I agreed and responded with a nod or just and “um huh”. I was trying really hard to hear what he was telling me but I couldn’t concentrate enough to reply with full sentence responses. Then he told me he had to leave and go get ready for work. He kissed my lips then my cheek and told me not to get up and I didn’t get up, I couldn’t. I head the door close I nodded off again for a while…
Then I woke up…


